MINDSTROKE

Even sleep doesn't come to me when I'm alone.

I don't know this feeling, I don't know what's happening.

there's something thriving to come out somewhere

not finding the place where to be.

Periods are over, orgasms too done.

I decided to be kind to my body today

because it isn't able to have some fun.

but still, I am lost or am I deprived

Things now falling in place

but I see myself breaking apart.

I want to go out but I also don't have a place of choice.

how do I deal with my mind

it is high on caffeine and unable to hear its own voice.

I got a lot of wonderful stuff that I could do

but resistance always takes over willpower.

I have my space, I am in a place, but

there's trouble deep inside.

My head is hurting, all it can do is finally cry

don't know anything other than ask every time why.

Please come soon I need a companion who could be my guide.

But how do I tell you? Even you wanna fly.